I’ve had a lot of emotions in the past 24 hours. It happens when the unexpected happens. I’ve cried more than I expected, but then I didn’t expect to cry. I’ve laughed a lot too. I’ve worried. I’ve been confused. I don’t think I’ve been angry, which is good.
Life throws a lot at us. I’ve had a lot thrown at me lately, which seems okay, because you’re given what you can handle. So obviously I can handle it. And I have Husband right by my side, and together we’ve managed to figure it out. But what if it might be out of our control?
I have a lot of questions I can’t answer today, that no one can answer. There will be answers, I just have to wait. Which is difficult. And I’m not really all that patient. And I think I might be scared, a little. If I let myself think. Which I’m trying not to.